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Sat, 26 Dec 2009 11:02:25 -0800

Ribbons
We talk and we still feel it. To deny it would be suicide, and at first, I thought it just me, feeling this ribbon between us,...
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Thu, 24 Dec 2009 04:59:28 -0800

My Christmas
I don’t know if I can do this. Walking down the wet street in the dark, stumbling with my latte on the way to work, my...
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Tue, 22 Dec 2009 20:04:37 -0800

That Christmas
That Christmas there were more presents under the tree than I had ever seen. Instead of it’s usual place in the tiny...
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Mon, 21 Dec 2009 18:06:43 -0800

Petals
This can’t be real, says the voice in my head. This part of me, this part of my soul and my body cannot be leaving,...
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Fri, 18 Dec 2009 19:46:18 -0800

Flex
I like to think the lines under your eyes the dark swirls like entropy, aren’t the unreasoned answer to the question...
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Wed, 16 Dec 2009 17:57:34 -0800

Secrets and Lies
People tell me their secrets. It’s a heavy thing. I don’t ask for it. I’d prefer not to know the things...
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Mon, 14 Dec 2009 05:11:27 -0800

Ros, The New Place
Rosalyn get positively excited at the thought of seeing Daddy’s new house, and grins like a fiend while I slap her Hello...
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Sat, 12 Dec 2009 13:33:23 -0800

“The possibilities are numerous once we decide to act and not react.
It’s starting to roll off my lips easier now. Divorce My Ex The father of my children Cold, sheltered descriptives,...
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Thu, 10 Dec 2009 19:26:56 -0800

Don’t Explain
I’ve put them to bed, after a particularly animated reading of Jason and the Golden Fleece, and the requisite argument...
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Wed, 09 Dec 2009 03:42:05 -0800

Perspective in a peach pie sky.
I waffle. Right now I’m blissed out on my fine self, my hair dancing around my face as I find myself totally in love with...
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Tue, 08 Dec 2009 03:49:39 -0800

Two Weeks
Two Weeks-Grizzly Bears Two weeks or so. I don’t want him to go. I...
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Mon, 07 Dec 2009 04:09:09 -0800

Told
I tell them they need to come to our my bedroom, that we, their father and I, need to talk to them. Vivian bounces around the...
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Sat, 05 Dec 2009 20:07:44 -0800

Telling
In my memory there is a line. When my mother was alive. When my mother was dead. Two people lived there for a moment-two people...
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Fri, 04 Dec 2009 15:55:08 -0800

Each player must accept the cards life deals him or her: but once they are in hand, he or she alone must decide how to play the cards in order to win the game.
2 bed.Big yard. Jan 1. That’s one thing off my list. This is real. ******** Part of me wakes up each morning and thinks,...
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Thu, 03 Dec 2009 04:22:26 -0800

WWMD? Sing.
Sing. I like to sing. Now, after years of abuse, smoking, colds and not singing, my voice is mostly gone. That little girl who...
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Tue, 01 Dec 2009 15:53:16 -0800

Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.”
I rub raw the space on my right ring finger where the cheap ring he bought once sat. The stone was cheap, but the sentiment,...
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Sun, 29 Nov 2009 20:20:08 -0800

WWMD? Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts
Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours. I imagine the first...
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Thu, 26 Nov 2009 17:51:11 -0800

Mourn Memory
Shuffle on my media player lands on this and for a moment I can’t breathe and I curse the fact that my Ativan...
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Wed, 25 Nov 2009 14:27:10 -0800

A Keening
Leaning against a soft warm back, my face nuzzled in a scent I’d recognize twenty paces from anywhere, I sigh and bore in...
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Mon, 23 Nov 2009 03:52:07 -0800

Do one thing every day that scares you.
Do one thing every day that scares you. I was fearless until I was comfortable. When I had nothing to lose, when I was 16 and...
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Wed, 18 Nov 2009 18:27:12 -0800

Don’t Worry About The Future
Don’t worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by...
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Wed, 18 Nov 2009 10:55:50 -0800

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Wed, 18 Nov 2009 10:13:19 -0800

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth.
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until...
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Wed, 18 Nov 2009 05:40:18 -0800

WWMD? Wear Sunscreen
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved...
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Tue, 17 Nov 2009 20:16:09 -0800

Where I whine and act like a baby, cause there’s nothing left.
Increasingly I find myself spiraling into a bad place. I sit on the bus thinking “Your pdoc’s card is in your...
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