I am on the cusp of something big. Art is everything is see. I look at objects or people and see colors, poses, lig... more

I am on the cusp of something big. Art is everything is see. I look at objects or people and see colors, poses, lighting. I want to get out my oils or get out my digi -cam and get it. get it now, my brain pleads... ah, but life is so busy. things like going to work, laundry, the fucking cat and her constant "mow". i am insane at 3 am and my painting will sometimes reflect my lack of complete and borderline narcissistic insanity. meds. need them. 1500 mg each night.

currently, i am writing. poetry and musings mostly. lately, i have been swirling around about some based-on-true-events-fiction... i have been inspired by people i've met.

i am currently reading White Oleander.

sigh.