I am a living contradiction. I'm the the silent tears that trickle over an ecstatic smile. I'm the anger that is su... more

I am a living contradiction. I'm the the silent tears that trickle over an ecstatic smile. I'm the anger that is subsiding into acceptance. I'm the eternal pessimist that nobody realizes is always hoping for the best. I'm the hateful words, that are there to hide the truth of my unconditional love. I'm the wise woman who makes foolish girl decisions. I am a human being. Striving for perfection while knowing that in truth all things are imperfect by design. I am apologetic and unapologetic for all the intricacies that create the physical and spiritual me.

I am a ball of confusion, frustration, acceptance, refusal, fixed, and terribly broken living contradiction born under the zodiac sign of Gemini...the yes and the no. Losing every battle, yet some how still winning no matter what in such a topsy turvy world that I don't understand nearly any of it. The only constant when it comes to me you should ever count on is I will always be CONSISTENTLY INCONSISTENT!