My new life is still panning out. I am slowing moving away from a fantastically attractive wife with beautiful hea... more

My new life is still panning out. I am slowing moving away from a fantastically attractive wife with beautiful healthy children and a great husband. My life was a "charmed life" two years ago. Now it has changed to a life just like everyone else I know. My husband has now taken a position with the state and I am no longer the center of his university. I feel like such a bratty bitch because I am not getting as much attention as is I used to. But I still feel entitiled to his attention. Don't bother telling me to get over myself. I already know that. I tell myself that all the time and it doesn't fucking help. I don't want anyone else's attention I want his attention!!!! i just lay in bed and watch movie after movie thinking about how he is not here. Tomorrow I will get a hobby or something. Maybe hang out with some of my friends. I don't know yet.