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Angel posted a blog entry

Fri, 25 Dec 2009 06:37:00 -0800

Winter Blessings
Winter BlessingsWaiting for snowfall,and the squealsof pink cheeked children.In slow motion,I watched them grow,and yet the...
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Thu, 24 Dec 2009 09:26:00 -0800

The Power Of Choices
I’ve been knitting and knitting for weeks. One scarf after another for friends and family. The monotony of it keeps my mind...
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Wed, 23 Dec 2009 09:43:00 -0800

An Entrecard Break
I have therapy and see my nutritionist in a little while. I did good with my food yesterday, even eating lunch out with my mom,...
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Tue, 22 Dec 2009 14:09:00 -0800

Mother/Daughter Day
This picture was taken before my mom and I went out for a day of shopping and lunch.We went out and bought pajamas, which we...
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Sun, 20 Dec 2009 07:27:00 -0800

Falling Into Place
Here is a picture taken a couple of years ago of me with my mom and step-dad.This is my mom and I.It feels so great to have my...
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Fri, 18 Dec 2009 22:20:00 -0800

Silent Treatment
I'm feeling lonely. Everyone went to bed, but I'm still wired. I had so much to do when I came home from work, and it has...
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Fri, 18 Dec 2009 06:35:00 -0800

A Wish For Peace
I'm actually blogging from work today because we are doing nothing productive, and the student that I work with isn't even...
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Mon, 14 Dec 2009 14:44:00 -0800

Now Is What Matters
I'm feeling better today, even though it is still so grey and gloomy outside... Oh, and did I mention, absolutely frigid! I...
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Sat, 12 Dec 2009 18:24:00 -0800

Just Snap Out Of It
The weather here is still dreary, drizzly, and cold. I sit here as I type, wishing for fingerless gloves. Yes, I would wear...
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Angel posted a blog entry

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 15:53:00 -0800

On The Inside
It is as miserable outside as I feel on the inside. The days have been cold, wet, and grey, so it is no wonder that I feel...
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Angel posted a blog entry

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 06:54:00 -0800

Feel The Joy
My dad has called a few times since I saw him at my grandpa's visitation. I programmed his number into my phone just in case I...
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Tue, 01 Dec 2009 17:14:00 -0800

An Uncontrollable Fury
Where did this month go? The good days, the bad, the days that I don't remember. The days that I don't remember confuse and...
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Angel posted a blog entry

Sat, 28 Nov 2009 09:48:00 -0800

On The Verge
I'm not sure what I want to write, only that I have the need to write. I have an unsettled feeling, as if something big is on...
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Wed, 25 Nov 2009 10:32:00 -0800

Taking A Break
It felt so good to sleep in this morning. I've had too many nights of insomnia lately, so I needed a few extra hours of rest....
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Tue, 24 Nov 2009 10:36:00 -0800

Promises
Last night I went to my last AA meeting. It was horrible, and I felt uncomfortable through the whole thing. It was a men's and...
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Angel posted a blog entry

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 06:20:00 -0800

A Disappearing Act
Yesterday I went to the new addiction support group that I was talking about. It was held in the back room of a little downtown...
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Fri, 20 Nov 2009 15:29:00 -0800

Surrounded By Love
I've been missing here for almost a week. My emotions are everywhere, and so much has taken place since I last posted. First...
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Sun, 15 Nov 2009 09:30:00 -0800

Relapse
RelapseThe hunger hurtsso I settle into itWearing it like armourI'm afraid of your feelings,the emotions that you wearon the...
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Angel posted a blog entry

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 03:59:00 -0800

Surfacing
SurfacingIt always ends in the waterSinking into the comfortingweightlessnessDrowning the shamethat boils beneath themirrored...
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Thu, 12 Nov 2009 17:34:00 -0800

Repair
RepairNot a flinchor a slap in the faceof surprise.Hearing the newsthat you died.You never made any effortto know who I...
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Angel posted a blog entry

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 10:00:00 -0800

Therapy Anger Update
Last night I went to my therapy session all fired up and filled with anger. Yes, I think that some of the anger is...
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Tue, 10 Nov 2009 15:21:00 -0800

Therapy Anger
I'm getting ready to go to therapy. I'm angry with my therapist, and plan on telling her so. Confrontation and anger are not...
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Angel posted a blog entry

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 10:14:00 -0800

Unworthy
UnworthyFor more than half of a dayI felt unfamiliar elationfollowed byThe helpless type of angerthat leads to blank staringat...
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Angel posted a blog entry

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 18:24:00 -0800

Fill In The Blanks
I sit in the basement of the same church where my children attended preschool, sipping a spiced pumpkin latte', and...
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Angel posted a blog entry

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 19:39:00 -0800

Untitled
I would like to hide away from the world, and not have to face anyone. Shame is eating away atall of me. I'm sad and angry,...
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