All day I feel like something bad is going to happen.I feel miserable, sad, anxious, nervous, just want to curl up in a small ball and hide so no one can ever see me.  Trying to be sure I eat properly but it is hard.  Just ate an orange and it has...
Topics: dissociation

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Not sure if I can’t wake up properly or if I’m just off today. I can’t tell, but it’s messing the day up!
Topics: dissociation

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I know that growing up the “dad” was a member of a lodge, when I see the name of his group I feel off. Don’t know why, or even how to explain it. Just.. do. If I see someone’s ring or pin with the insignia, or see it mentioned..
Topics: dissociation

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It bites to be sick.Keep checking my throat for white spots, but so far none. Still able to eat, drink, breathe so must be just fine.Having Wednesday set for fun, it is good. It is a day to take a break from the worry and stress, at least.. try to. So.
Topics: dissociation

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I’d just really like for them to apologize, and mean it. It won’t heal any hurt, in fact it’ll probably hurt me even more if they’d apologize because that means they’d acknowledge what they did.I think that someday, it...
Topics: dissociation

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