I’m feeling a bit off.. I watched a recorded documentary off BBC America.  It was about Body Dysmorphic Disorder.I am.. reeling.. perhaps is a good word?What they said in it.. that is me.  I don’t feel the need to get surgeries like the...
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and sadand lostshe is in better spirits lately.. we chat about fun things together to help keep both her and me from being so sad.. i do not know how long i have.. and every day i wait nervously for emails.. then i realize, if osmething had gotten...
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so it’s easier to say nothingendless headache painsshe is too sick, getting worse very quickly, the prospect of how sick she is rather than “just a cough” compared to what we know now is making her even sicker now that she knows what...
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into little piecesinto puddles of tearsand a horrible sadnessi was holding it together pretty okay until some lady online talked to meit’s not cause of her but it just piled on top, i am so soooooooooo sad that i cannot stop crying now if i lose...
Topics: dissociation

(first off.. thank you Keepers, your comments always make things better!)Now the title goes with the rest of the post, not the first par there! heheLast few days super anxious.. all can think is.. “Why doesn’t she just say she’s...
Topics: dissociation