I was crying like a baby... sobbing non stop... tears running down my cold cheeks... head spinning like crazy as I struggled holding my breathe and my mobile phone all at the same time. I was trying to make sense of all what was going on right under my...
Topics: Blessings, Life or Something Like It, Strength

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I have stayed away from writing "reflections" for quite awhile. But I have a good alibi. I experienced another "spiritual drought" again. That's my alibi. By saying that... I can hear my mom saying - " I told you, no excuses..
Topics: Reality, Reflection

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December 17, 2008: It was a Wednesday. It supposed to be a good day for me. I was so ecstatic to drive 30 miles [or so] to Sanford for contract signing and work briefing for the [very] first job I was accepted for since I came here in the United States...
Topics: Blessings, Life, Life or Something Like It

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It’s my father’s birthday today. If he was alive, he is already 75 years old. If he was still around, he would have been asking me practically everyday [online] if I am having a baby yet. If he was still alive, he would have been waiting for me all...
Topics: Inspiration, Life or Something Like It, Relationship

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He woke me up a little late than usual that early morning of March 1996. The sun was already up and blinding my eyes as it flooded my room with warm bright light. It was already a quarter passed six in the morning and it was not a good sign. It meant...
Topics: Life or Something Like It, Relationship

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