It's been so long; I don't even know what to say anymore. Funny, ha ha. Sigh, I feel like we are two people - shy because it's been a while since we last spoke. I miss being here, but I've been out wandering gardens in my brain, being...
Topics: oops? um... yeah

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I am totally getting a new kitchen from Ikea - as soon as I can afford it.

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Yes, I know, of course boys blog... but they blog about recovery or politics, right? They don't wax poetic about nothing in general, or their kids and/or marriage like me, do they? Well, I didn't think so. I'm not sure why I thought this,...
Topics: boy bloggers wearing their daddy manties, Greasers Vs. the Soc', I don't know, I like funny people...and I like the odd heroin addict too, Stay golden

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Originally, I had just wanted to do one post about my husbands Black Heart dis-ease, but then he really pissed me off and I had to spew off my filth about him pissing me off. So, here I am now trying to remember what the original Black Heart dis-ease...
Topics: black heart dis-ease, my marriage, naked men, ron muick's wild man

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My husband has a heart infection; because I am a doctor of the soul, I can see this as clearly the naked eye can see a storm brewing. He's sick. He is coping with this sickness and has been for years, and, in the beginning, his coping methods served.
Topics: codependent vs. pre-coper, he pissed me off

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