That's right. Yours and yours and you over there hiding in the bushes, you too! All of you that showed me love and sent me hugs and texts and called me . You that gave me great advice and ideas. You that are always there to remind me of who I am and..
Topics: 2009 christmas, love, thanks

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So it's here, or almost here, that freakin holiday that I tried as hard as I could to cancel. Didn't work. Usually I'm pretty cheery for Christmas. I shop til I drop, spoil all the kids, work my budget out so everyone gets something. Not...
Topics: christmas was not cancelled

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I haven't. Since all this Cancer shit started back in October. I haven't really broke down in the tears that I know are behind my eyes. Oh sure, I've dripped a few here and a few there, but I have not broken down. I've been able to...
Topics: cpap, depression, sickie

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I know, I know, we all are... someday I'll catch up with myself and life will be grand. Scott is recovering from his surgery well. He's still sore and can't lift heave objects. But that's alright. We're managing. We have been to the..
Topics: monday update, ramblings, testicular cancer

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Dear bitch that is about to make my holidays miserable, Back off. This has been the worst year ever for me health wise. Now my husband has cancer. I know you hate me and think I'm selfish and a loser, among other nasty things, but that's a...
Topics: bitch, holidays, leave me alone

{"title":"To you...","post_url":"http:\/\/bubblewench.blogspot.com\/2009\/11\/to-you.html","feed_url":"http:\/\/bubblewench.blogspot.com\/feeds\/posts\/default?alt=rss","author":"bubblewench","date":"2009-11-17 07:55:00","summary":"Dear bitch that is about to make my holidays miserable, Back off. This has been the worst year ever for me health wise. Now my husband has cancer. I know you hate me and think I'm selfish and a loser, among other nasty things, but that's a..."}