do you. i was where we were today. i wanted to step into the space where you once were, so that i can feel, feel your presence, breathe you in, rather, breathe the memories of you in, so that somehow, i can remember. somehow, maybe if i step into the...

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i don't know how to start. or where to start. or if i should even start. but i want to. and here it goes. it feels like your heart was squeezed, by the paired hands of frustration and reluctance. both their constant, unrelentess, merciless seizing of.

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sighs. at least valentine's month is ending. =/ such deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep thoughts are not good for the brain. u know? neural overfiring does nothing for me. SIGHS. gotta be happy! as always. =) and smile. cos no one, no.one, will cry with you.

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why? well. it's been a long time since i've witten anything remotely meaningful.. or even long. lol. and her, i attempt to answer a few whys? i've been asking myself. 1) why have i stopped writing? i started this blog as a way to vent my...

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sometimes i'm afraid. of what the pain could result in. the pain i can handle. but i'm afraid of what might happen when i can't. what if i was driving? what if i was crossing the road? this is the kind of time when i wish i'm not so alone.

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