I am feeling awfully emptied out in so many ways. I'm tired. I'm overwrought. I miss my husband. I'm afraid. I am angry. He's sucked me dry, and now he's shoving me off. I spoke with him briefly last night. I'm not sure why I...
Topics: 9th step, addiction, amends, recovery

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I got home tonight, happy to find my husband here. I wasn't sure if he'd be at my house or not, but I thought he might. I sped all the way home, like I used to, excited to be close to him. I saw him peek out the window, and then he got up and...
Topics: addiction, marriage, recovery, separation

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Topics: bluer than robin's eggs, joan baez, sobbing and flailing about

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My husband came to visit me this morning. It was a good visit. He and I are good at complicating things. Things are complicated. I know I can't live with him, today, and I don't think he can live with me, either. I also can't live with the...
Topics: addiction, marriage, recovery

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Talking to you is hard. It's hard and it's wonderful. It's wonderful and it's terrible. Honestly, I've had a better day today, though, for knowing that you're missing me. It's sick. A lot of people, mostly people who don't.
Topics: addiction, guru, letters to my missing husband, meditation, recovery, Shakespeare

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