I think I'm retiring this identity now. It has served me well, but I want to tell other stories. If you have found this site and it has been helpful to you, I am happy. I am happy that my experiences with my husband's addiction have been useful...

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I'm doing ok. It's kind of a miracle. My husband spent the first night at home last night in about 10 days. Not because he wanted to or anything...it's not like he likes me or whatever. He just felt really sick and didn't have anywhere...
Topics: marriage, recovery

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Please, God, help me to let go of this situation with my husband. Please help me to remember that it is out of my control and no amount of crying, stalking, cajoling, or other manipulations will change his course of action. Help me to trust that he will..
Topics: prayer, recovery

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My husband didn't come home last night. He showed up this morning at 7 a.m. I get lost between when he is bamboozling me and when we are having communication problems and when I am paranoid and when he's trying to hurt me on purpose and when...
Topics: addiction, marriage, pain, recovery

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I love it when my husband puts his arm around me while we sleep.
Topics: things I love about my husband

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